hungry hungry hungry.
on a weight loss regime. trying to cut down on intake since input

on the weighing scale still fluctuates between 63-61.5, at least it no longer hits 64/65. heh. i guess it will take more time. hopefully can get it down to 60, dream weight to be 56. woohoo. can imagine if i can lose 6-8kg. i want those abs.

hey. i hope i dont sound like a girl who wants to devilish figure, i just wish to improve on my power-to-weight ratio so i can climb better.

*dont want to get drop on climbs anymore*

anyway long time since i blogged. i guess once the habit of blogging is off it's pretty hard to get it back. finally increased my mileage up past the 400 mark. did 470ish last week and 410ish this week. pretty good. but that's a hell lot of time spent on the bike. speaking about sacrifices. there's a eagerness in me that make me want to put the miles in and train hard, but on the other hand i wouldnt want to have my whole life revolve around a bicycle. that's why i always plan to go out with my classmates on fridays and other friends during the weekends.

on some days i totally dont feel like riding, but i've to force myself to. and everytime i dont feel like riding, i felt better after i rode. the erdophin effect. makes me feel good. i actually enjoy the 5 hours ride on the saddle on saturdays to kulai. drinking and eating on the bike, climbing those climbs etc. it makes me feel alive.

on days i feel strong i can stay in the front and pull the pack. i can launch an attack myself and spin my legs out and try to stay away for as long as possible. i love the pain.

the pain tells me that im alive.

okay enough on bicycle. upcoming week will be fugging xiong, 4 papers starting on tuesday. i've managed to complete my tphm project and lab report during the week. phew. and driving test is on the 9th of october. whee! i really hope i can get it the first time so i can save more money and time for training too.

okay that's all. time to face the tough week ahead in 20mins time. see ya folks. take care

thanks for reading.